Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Tough Decision and Outlines

After a year of being sick all the time and never being able to work on my fanfics, I finally decided to go on a hiatus for awhile. I haven't updated "Our New Life" or "Failure" in a year, and with my migraines getting worse everyday I can't see that changing in the near future. Perhaps after Jon is done with school and we move and get settled, (in whatever city he can find a job) I can finally get a good doctor, good insurance and start fixing things. Until then, I'm focusing what little brain power I have on my original fiction. It was a frustrating decision to make, but it was the right one. It's not fair to expect everyone to wait on my next chapters when I can barely work on them at all. Hopefully things will get better after the start of the new year, but right now I just can't concentrate.

Speaking of original fiction, I finally have all the outlining done for NaNo. Short stories are definitely the way to go for me this year... simple and silly. I don't want to feel like my whole life is riding on what I'm working on, like I did last year. It was too stressful and I can't handle that with everything else going on. If you are interested in looking at my short summaries of each story let me know and I'll email the list to you.

~Krys

Saturday, September 18, 2010

NaNo and Stuff

Well, it's almost that time of year again. The time when madness reigns and my fingers feel like falling off because of the time spent writing. That's right, NaNoWriMo is just around the corner. I can't believe it's already been a year.

I've finally decided on a project, a collection of short stories with the interweaving theme of love. Not just romantic love, but every kind there is. Love between friends, between strangers, between parents and their children. I'm even considering a story about obsession. It all depends on the feedback of my friends.

I've been working for the past couple of weeks on a compilation of summaries of the stories that I'm considering putting in the collection. If anyone is interested in looking this over and giving me their opinions of the story ideas, let me know and I'll send you a copy. I'm continually adding ideas, so this may go through several versions.

On another note, I've been working with a friend on getting some more of my fanfiction back up to speed. "Our New Life" has about four pages so far (a lot of it needs changed) but it looks much more promising than it did before I got some help. I've also been thinking about "Failure" and how to go about this next chapter. How Bella is going to treat Edward now that she is awake is a definite struggle, but it's coming along.

I also have an idea for a new story, which is frustrating for me because I have so many other projects that need my attention. What to do, what to do...

~Krys

Thursday, August 12, 2010

NaNoWriMo

So, I've been thinking a lot about NaNo this year and early on I decided that I was just going to do a collection of short stories with an interweaving fantasy theme. Yesterday a scene came to me for a short story and the grief and heartbreak of the main character was just so real that it was impossible to think of anything else. When I discussed the idea with Jon (and Aiden of course) it became clear that I was only seeing a very small portion of this story, there is so much more to this character than the grief I saw.

Having said that, it's no longer an idea for a short story, but for a possible novel. Depending on how much character development I could get done before November, I may scrap my short story ideas and go with this. Yeah... I'm setting myself up for a lot of pain this November, but this is a story that speaks to me and I can't just let this character suffer without telling his story. I'll just have to make sure I buy a bunch of tissue boxes in preparation.

-Krys


Sunday, August 1, 2010

Updates

So... I know I've been slacking off on my blog lately and I'm really sorry!! The thing is, I have been sick a lot lately and I've been going through some really terrible things with my last job (which I finally quit). The only really good news about me being unemployed is that I have a lot more time now to work on "Eyes on Fire" which I have done a lot of. I actually have goals to achieve!

Currently, I'm working on getting to know my characters better so I can know what needs to be changed and fixed in the story. I've realized that by doing this, I have discovered so many things that I have done wrong. I guess it's good to find out new things about your characters, but it's also a bit obnoxious that it keeps changing how the story works. Oh well, I know things will eventually work out.

-Krys

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Update

So... I haven't updated my blog in a few weeks because I haven't done any writing. I've been sick for the past several weeks as well, so things just aren't progressing at all. I've tried to do some work on a bunch of assorted projects but being sick doesn't exactly lend to creative thoughts.

I have decided on what my NaNo project will be this year though, so I guess my time away from writing hasn't exactly been wasted. I'm going to write a collection of short stories (maybe two collections) with similar themes. A bunch of them will be children's fairytale style and another set will be more adult themed like vampires and and the like. I have ideas for about seven different short stories, so I'm confident that I will have enough material for 50k this year.

I know this update has been erratic, but I'm on several medications and battling a migraine, give me a break.

-Krys

Saturday, April 17, 2010

The Disillusioned

It has taken me two years and probably a dozen or more drafts, but finally, finally I have come up with a working beginning for my pet project "The Disillusioned." If I have ever spoken to you personally about my original fiction, this is one story I'm sure you've heard from me. I generally refer to it as "the story about the kids."

A quick synopsis: A rich and power hungry old man begins to "collect" a group of people together (generally by kidnapping or whatnot). It turns out that each of these people is gifted with a special talent. This talent can range anywhere from mind reading to super strength and speed. The old man's goal is to turn them into a super army and sell them to the government with the highest bidder.

Now that I finally have the plot working the way I want it to and the beginning figured out I think I can finally begin to write it! Woot! I wish it was closer to November, but since it isn't I guess I'll just have to come up with something different for NaNo this year. Oh well, time to get writing!

-Krys

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

What's in a name?

For the deviant art writing group Jon and I belong to, there is a brand new theme of the week: "What's in a name?" and Jon has given me the best idea possible. I'm going to write an auto-biographical piece about my name and the struggles I have had with it. It should be fun!

I'm also working on the next chapter of "Failure," I finally have a good idea for what to do with it. Today is going to be a great writing day, I can feel it!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Writing, Writing, Writing

So, we achieved our goal of getting to 100 pages in Script Frenzy on Sunday evening. It's really nice to be able to say that we are done now and it only took us four days. The best thing about this is the fact that now we aren't completely focused on our script. I have free time to work on other things and believe me, I have.

At the end of this week I hope to have at least one chapter completely done for either "Failure" or "Our New Life." If Aiden is amenable, I may have both done and ready for editing. Of course, I also have the scene near the end of "Failure" that I'm still working on because honestly, I'm totally in love with it. It is making me want to write "Failure" quickly so I can get to that point in the story.

I also plan to do some editing on "Eyes on Fire" but I'm not too concerned about deadlines anymore. If I have to, I'll pay for a copy of my book to put on my shelf. I'm not sure yet if it's worth all the trouble I'm putting into it, but maybe my perspective isn't the best. I fought with those characters all November long and we still have a love/hate relationship going on. Though I admit, it's much more hate than love. If they ever see a bookstore it will be because my husband refuses to let me give them up.

I think that's it, but if I think of anything else that I forgot I'll update the blog again.

-Krys

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Sript Frenzy update and ff news

So, as of last night (only two days into Screnzy) Jon and I are at a comfortable 46 pages. I can't believe how fast we are cranking them out, it's just so easy! Our new goal is 100 pages by Sunday (tomorrow night) and possibly 300 by the end of the month. I know that it would only be another weeks worth of work to get to 300 but it really depends on how fast we get to the end of our outline and how much story we have left to tell. I think we could easily finish scripting out the entire comic this month.

In a bit of fan fiction news (hoping to get a smile out of the girls from Twilighted.net), I woke up yesterday morning with an idea for a scene in my head. I figured that I would get three, maybe four, pages out of it and have something nice to show my readers that I'm still writing. Of course, I didn't realize that Aiden must have been saving this idea for awhile, because when I stopped working on it last night it was at 9 pages and it's still not done. The good thing is that my muse is back in full force! The bad thing is that this scene takes place near the end of "Failure" so unless you want to be spoiled, you can't see it yet.

If however you are in the mood for spoilers, I will be posting this on Deviant Art. My writing group has the best theme ever going this month... "Fan fiction." I've decided that I'll post this "little" scene there and see how it does. If you are interested you can go and check it out. I'm not sure what I will be calling it yet, but I will let you all know when I do.

~Krys

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Script Frenzy and other things

Jon, Aiden and I have been planning for this day for several months now and finally it's here! Tonight we get to start Script Frenzy and I know we are just going to kick butt! Jon is of the belief that we will have the whole 100 pages done before he starts school on the 20th and I really hope he is right. Of course, having our entire story scripted out already helps a lot!

In other news, I did some more editing on "Eyes on Fire" last night and it was actually really easy to see some problems and correct them. I guess distancing myself from the project for the past month really has helped me see things more clearly.

In regards to fan-fiction, I have done a little work on "Broken Bindings" (my George/Hannah story) and have come up with some fun new scenes for my two Twilight stories. I have also started a new one shot for my writing group on Deviant Art. The theme this month is Fan Fiction and so I decided to write a story that Jon has been bothering me about for the past few days. If I would have known that he would love the "Black Jewels" series so much I would have had him read it months ago! Now he is pestering me to write a story about Daemon and Janelle and I know exactly the scene I want to write.

Anyway, I'm still plugging along and thought you all should know!

-Krys

Saturday, March 20, 2010

No Internet

We just moved and currently have no internet. Just letting everyone know in case anyone checks this. Hopefully we will have net again by the end of April.

Monday, March 1, 2010

A new idea

So, while I spent my day at work looking after two incredibly grumpy kids, Aiden decided to join me. Now, this I usually wouldn't mind, except for the fact that the idea he gave me isn't one I ever wanted to write. In all honesty, I STILL don't want to write it but I think I've lost my choice in the matter. My mind has been racing for hours, looking for a way to write this story so it captures what I want it to, trying to figure out how to work the characters and emotions before I realized that I was really going to write it.

This story may just change my life.

At the very least, it's going to be the most intense emotional journey I have ever taken. Wish me luck.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Broken Bindings

All right, after several weeks of not being able to write anything at all (which has been frustrating) I finally forced myself to sit down today and write. I got five pages written for the prologue of my new full length George/Hannah fic and I'm onto the first chapter. Yes, I do realize that I have a lot of projects that are more important than working on this one but this is the only thing I was able to get out. To me, getting any writing done is better than none at all. And of course, I know that a certain friend of mine is a fan of my George/Hannah stories and I'm really in the mood for some good feedback.

I am still working on "Eyes on Fire" but it's gotten really difficult lately. The characters seem to hate me just a little more every day and the feeling is being reciprocated. I do realize that I have a deadline of sorts for this book, but right now it's looking like it won't even be close to done by June 1st. Oh well, I'll just keep working at it.

I also have another writing project that is coming up soon... Script Frenzy! My husband and I (and Aiden I'm sure) will be collaborating on a sci-fi script for a new graphic novel. The idea is still sketchy right now, but it is definitely different than anything I have ever done before. So starting April 1st, look forward to updates about that project as well.

As for my Twilight fan fics... I'm on hiatus right now. I seriously can't get anything out of my brain for them even though I know where I want the stories to go. I guess I'm just not in the Twilight groove right now. I know it sucks, but there isn't anything I can do about it. I'm not going to force myself to work on projects that aren't working out. If I'm forced, I'll just end up with a chapters worth of writing that I absolutely hate and I enjoy these projects too much to screw them up.

I think that is about all for now. I'll try to update more often.

-Krys

Friday, February 5, 2010

Current Projects

As Valentine's Day gets closer, I've realized that I have yet to find the perfect gift for my husband. This year is special because it's our first Valentine's day as a married couple and I really want to make the day perfect for him. Luckily for me I have a brilliant guy and he suggested that we do something creative this year. I've decided to write a short story as his gift and so until I'm finished, this story will be my priority. Just a short fluffy piece about a couple on Valentine's Day, but hopefully it will be fun.

"Eyes on Fire" is becoming exceptionally fun to edit and I can't wait until I have chapter two polished up. If you want to be among the few I send it out to let me know. I've decided that I'm going to limit the readership on this story to people I can trust to give me really good constructive critism.

Oh, for those following my fanfictions on Twilighted.net, know that I have started work on chapters for both stories. Failure has been difficult, but I think I have finally found an interesting angle to work this next chapter from. I just hope that I can get it to work the way I want it to.

I've also finally started work on my George Weasley/Hannah Abbott epic "Broken Bindings" and I think it's going to be incredibly fun to work on. I can't wait until I really get into the story.

I think that is it for now, just wanted to update everyone on what I'm working on. Hope you all have a great weekend!

-Krys

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Editing

I have to say, I'm actually having a lot more fun editing "Eyes on Fire" than I thought I would. Today I have done a lot of work on the first chapter, adding almost double to the beginning and I'm not done yet. I got some good feedback from a few people who checked out my chapter and it gave me some ideas for making things better. If anyone else has any suggestions let me know, I'm always eager to improve my story and make it easier for others to read.

Oh, I did some work on "Failure" and I have to say that it is completely awful. I've honestly never hated anything I've written as much as I hate this. I'm going to talk to my husband and see if he has any ideas for how to work this next chapter because Edward certainly isn't making it easy. I'm considering changing the point of view to be from either Alice or Bella... but maybe that isn't what I need. Who knows, maybe when I finally get it to work it will be from Tanya's POV! Anyway, just wanted to give my ff readers an update.

That's about it for now, I'll try to keep up with this a little bit better in the coming weeks. Being sick hasn't helped me stay focused very well.

-Krys

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Keeping my promise

I promised that I would update with a teaser from my novel and I am keeping that promise now. Prepare yourselves to enter a world that has been plaguing my mind for the past couple of months...

Chapter One: The Raid

(Jenna)


"Jenna, I really don't think this is a good idea."

I groaned and rolled my eyes as Chase caught up to me. I was preparing for the evening out, I already had my stake in its hip holster and my favorite knife strapped to my ankle. I was trying to find my spare dagger when Chase interrupted me.

"Chase, I already told you that you do not have to come tonight. It is your decision," I said, pulling my dark hair up into a ponytail so it would stay out of my face when I was fighting.

"I just don't think we should go to the Blood District tonight, we can head over to the Flesh District. Besides, it is easier to hunt there. Steele is going to be pissed if he finds out we took on some vampires without him for backup," Chase growled threateningly.

"Fine, go barge into his certification class and tell him that I am taking on some Night Walkers without him to hold my hand. I am not a baby, Chase," I snapped.

"Chase, lay off her. If she thinks she needs to prove something to Steele by going on a raid tonight it is her choice. Besides, she is our best tracker," Molly said with a cheeky grin aimed in my direction. "You know, you don't have to come with us tonight."

Chase sighed and crossed his arms over his chest. "I never said that I wasn't going, I just think that it's a bad idea."

I ignored him as I led the way out of the house, followed closely by Molly and Locke. I didn't expect Locke to say much about my decision, but then, he rarely argued with my decisions on anything. It was one of the things I liked best about him.

Once we got outside I closed my eyes and took a deep breath of the cold night air. I wanted to head to the Blood District tonight because I knew that my attacks worked best on a vampire and because Steele hated to see me around the blood suckers. It was a win-win situation if there ever was one. I shook my head of that thought and focused my internal compass on finding our quarry.

Earlier this week there had been reports of a small group of vampires who were crossing boundaries and feeding from children in a nearby residential district. There had been enough eyewitness accounts given that I knew I could find the rogue group and take them out, but I also knew that Steele would think it was to dangerous for us. That is why I had waited until the night of his weekly certification class to take the group out. He was going to kill me when he got back home and found out what I had done, but I didn't care. I was through letting him treat me like a child he had to protect. He was only three years older than me and he knew I was a better fighter than he was. He just hated to see me fight since the night of my accident...

"Hey, Jenna, are we going to get going or what?" Molly asked, bumping into my shoulder forcefully.

I shook myself out of my dark thoughts and focused on what was going on. "Sorry about that," I muttered, "Let me concentrate for a minute."

Everyone got really quiet; they knew I worked best when I could focus completely on what I wanted to track. I took a deep breath and then let it out, imagining the rogue vampires in my mind. Within seconds my internal compass shifted north and I felt it pull me past the Blood District and into a residential. "Crap, we got some Night Walkers prowling around the North Res," I told them and Chase groaned.

"If we keep running around the residential areas we are going to get caught," he reminded me. Yeah, like I needed to be reminded that we were all practicing magic under age, without training and most importantly without a license.

"If we head out now we will miss the routine sweeps," I said calmly, trying to remind him that I was taking all responsibility for this mission.

"Fine, let's just go, I'm tired of trying to talk sense into you."

I hesitated, knowing that Chase usually had a good sense of how a mission was going to go. If he was fighting me it was probably for a good reason. I also knew that if I gave in now, Steele would find out about it and I would never get another chance to prove myself. Finally I steeled myself against what would come and I snapped out an order, "Follow me."

It took us fifteen minutes to reach our destination. It wasn't exactly easy for four teenagers to sneak around the back alleys of a city that was teeming with Night Walkers and government sweeps, but we knew the layout of the city better than anyone in it. We had to in our line of work.

When we reached the edge of the North Residential District I paused, trying to get a track on where our prey was. "Two blocks to the east," I muttered, attempting to be as quiet as possible. The sweeps didn't just catch movement, they caught sound too and they didn't just give you a slap on the wrist for being out after curfew without papers.

We moved as quietly as we could, taking great care not to speak to each other or step on a sweep mine. We had only been in the North Res for a few minutes when I smelled the vampires ahead. It was a smell of dark magic, musty and thick. I motioned to the others that they were close by and then I used a precious ounce of magical energy to form a silent cocoon around our group. I wasn't willing to get caught by the Sweepers for taking out a few rogue vamps, it just wasn't worth it.

After a few more steps I heard some muttering coming from just up ahead. As we made our way through an alley I caught my first glimpse of them. There were three of them, standing in a circle around a small shape near the end of the alley. I knew without a doubt that they had already claimed another victim tonight and it threw me into a hot rage.

My mind snapped with the fury that suddenly shot through my body. I was always passionate about my work, but when children were involved I lost more than just my temper, I lost my focus as well. It was as if I suddenly had tunnel vision, all I could see was the one vampire at the back of the group, his lips dripping with fresh blood.

A snarl ripped itself out of my chest as I flipped the stake out of my hip holster and gripped it tightly in my palm. I sprinted forward, my eyes focused on the blood smeared Night Walker as I raised the stake over my head, prepared to shove it into his cold dead body. Suddenly I saw something out of the corner of my eye that made me hesitate in my adrenaline fueled attack. Another vampire came at me from the side, moving as gracefully as only a Night Walker was able. Before I could throw up my hands to block his attack his hands shifted, moving to my head. I felt the coolness of his touch a moment before the darkness claimed me and I crumpled to a heap on the ground.





Well? Like it, hate it, not quite sure yet? Anyway, welcome to my world...

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Sick Day

My brain is working at less than half capacity, so please forgive me for not posting a teaser today. As soon as I finish typing this up I'm heading to bed. I'll try to have it up tomorrow if I'm feeling better.

-Krys

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Brainstorming

The past two days have been very long and awful for my husband and I, so we have tried to ignore the awfulness by brainstorming some new ideas for my novel. Jon has finally started reading through and editing my pitiful first draft and I have to admit, he knows exactly what my story needs to get better. I'm beginning to wonder if he is yet another muse for me, though I doubt if Aiden would like that idea. He is a very jealous muse.

Today will be spent catching up on lost sleep and working on editing the areas in my novel that Jon has pointed out to me. Some of his ideas are so clever and wonderful that I can't wait to get to work on them!

I know this post was short, but I'm running a little low on energy. I just wanted to update everyone on my writing status. Hopefully by tomorrow I will like my prologue and first chapter enough to post a teaser of it here. Wish me luck!

-Krys

Friday, January 8, 2010

Blocked

Today I had high hopes for working on my original fiction novel. I planned to upload it to google docs so Jon could help me out and edit it a bit for me. Unfortunately, by the time I got all the kinks worked out of the document I was so sick of it that I couldn't concentrate on the story. It didn't bother me too much because I have two other stories I'm working on so I figured that I would just get some work done on those... yeah, not so much luck with that. I only got about two sentences out and they were both so ridiculously dumb that I quit before I ruined the story.

For some reason Aiden is just not in the mood to help me today. I gave him little fox treats and everything but he still refused to help me out. I'm not sure if he will be more susceptible tomorrow or if I am looking at a rough writing weekend.

No matter what I know that I need to read through "Eyes on Fire" and decide what to keep and what to axe. I already know that one character is potentially facing expulsion from this book, though I do intend for her to be very important to the last two books in the trilogy. My little Necromancer is just making things a little too complicated right now. At least I have a couple of normal characters to balance her out.

Anyway, I'll update again when I have something more interesting to say. I'll just leave with this little piece of my mind... Writers block really sucks when you are on a deadline.

-Krys

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Intentions and Introductions

Welcome to my friends, family and potential readers. My name is Krystol Grayson and this is my writing blog!

I've decided to start this blog for many reasons, the first of which is that I need a place to update people on what I am currently working on. I also needed a place to begin gathering interest about my first original fiction novel that I began working on in November for NaNoWriMo and that I plan to finish before the beginning of the summer. So, now that you understand what my intentions are I will start the introductions!

I'm a writer who can't settle down to just one project at a time, that may be why I am also a fan fiction writer as well as an aspiring novelist. If you have known me for awhile, you will know that I have been writing since I was a little girl and that nothing in the world was more important to me than finding a good story. Finally, I think I've found one with "Eyes on Fire" the first book that I've ever considered putting up for publishing... but more about that later. I've yet to introduce you to the other half of my writing team.

Many of you who know me know that the love of my life is my husband, Jon. What few people know is that there is another man in my life who is quite important as well. That man is my muse, Aiden. I've been plagued with a muse since I was a child but I never really understood what that meant until I took the suggestion of a fellow writer on a fan fiction forum and gave my elusive idea creator a name. What I didn't realize at the time was that giving your muse a name is like giving a mouse a cookie... it unleashes a tidal wave of new problems that you didn't foresee coming.

From the moment that Aiden and I officially became a team my brain began swarming with ideas. I couldn't take a moment to breathe with all the new ideas I suddenly had, if I did pause for too long to think about what I was writing I would inevitably miss important points of the next idea that came my way. Eventually I had to learn that not all of Aiden's ideas were good ones and I had to let some go... oh great, now he is growling at me.

Oh, did I forget to mention that Aiden, while sometimes showing up as a wonderful (albeit sometimes irritating) Celtic man, also shows up as a cunning and affectionate fox. Of course, I don't expect any of you to understand him quite yet, I've had him around for years and I still don't understand him completely.

I wanted to add one short note to the end of this first blog post for all the wonderful ladies who read my fan fics on Twilighted. I have begun work on chapter 2 of "Failure" and so far it's going great! I hope to have it up on the site by next week and then I'll begin work on chapter 8 of "Our New Life." I love you all!

Thanks for reading my first introductory post, I hope I didn't confuse anyone too much! : D Stay tuned for many more blogs in the coming weeks, I have a lot of books to work on and I may just give some previews for those people who follow me.

-Krys